So scared and sad

HOW?

I ask myself everyday after each paper.

HOW?

Then i went to read my sch's handbook. In total Ive read it bout 6 times now.

HOW?

i keep seeing e 2As 2Os or 1 A 2 O s part or e 3 As no Fs part.

Then i freak out. realli very scare and worried. kida like screw up all my papers.. i dunno. haiz. like no hope. jus hope i survive.

today durin lit i wrote halfway n felt the room spinning.spooky.

n now i have to chiong lep. n continue being sick and scared.

wad a bad life. i hope i get promoted. tts all.